To 4am

Been consistently waking up to 4am lately. Actually, not just 4am, but 3am also. Sometimes 5, when I don't need to. I was bothered. It's so hard to fall asleep again and wake up to my right alarm after a few minutes. My dad knew about it, so he asked, "maybe you were thinking of [...]

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Look at Me, I’m Smiling

There were plenty of moments in life where I wear this thing so called "smile" and fool everyone that everything about me is "fine". It hurts me that sometimes, people don't ask how you are. But it scares me the most when they ask 'cause I might bore them on my stories. Sometimes they may [...]

Bakit best friend lang? (Why are you stuck at being best friends?)

So, people had been asking me lately a series of questions regarding my relationship with my guy best friend whom I had known since 1st year high school way back 2005. In all honesty, I was trying to avoid these questions 'cause I find it hard to give an answer for the both of us [...]

Yeah. I f*ckin’ hate my life at moments like this.

When you're so damn tired from work, and you're having emotional breakdown on everything because you're emotionally unstable, especially during red days, and that's today, and you feel like you're defeated in everything, and nobody wants to listen, like 'cause no one's asking 'cause they don't actually know what's going on in your life, in [...]