Fixated

Us, kids, came up with a reasonable checklist. It started with her sweet morning alarmConcealed smiles, secret laughters behind the lense, Totally glued to his visual conversations. Behind all, ended with his lovely lullabyConstant storytelling under the blankets, See how she had dreamt of their possibilities But I guess she was a little bit denser [...]

Last Time, Last Words

Last time I checked, I was really OkayTo go back there again was a neverThe pain and longing were what I tastedRunning, forced move on, that's what it's likeHas it been a year? Well, I'm fine with thisWhy the need to dig what I had before.I am fairly alright, truly I amLooked at the nice [...]

2 Days Before

You cannot even look straight at meIt took two days before Christmas for me to forsee,You've chosen to redeem yourself to justifyWhen you've momentarily delivered your goodbye.Day and night, you've made me insomniacStill, you should've gone by then, you shouldn't have came back,I am tired of trying to understandThe every bit of cruelty you have [...]

Yeah. I f*ckin’ hate my life at moments like this.

When you're so damn tired from work, and you're having emotional breakdown on everything because you're emotionally unstable, especially during red days, and that's today, and you feel like you're defeated in everything, and nobody wants to listen, like 'cause no one's asking 'cause they don't actually know what's going on in your life, in [...]